LITERALLY THE PAST MONTH HAS GONE BY IN THE SPAN OF 24 HOURS.
i don't know what kind of twilight zone i've entered or what kind of fourth dimension in which space and time are not relative.
what's important is that i've been in shreveport for a week and that i survived the semester just barely.
what's important is that i'm sleeping on a twin-size mattress in the middle of the floor of my childhood bedroom which is shaped like a dollhouse and i've only actually been gone for a few months but it feels fucking weird.
what's important is that i've been able to spend time with my parents and colin (my 3 yr old neph y'all) and all my animalzzz that i've missed so dearly. my cat is here right now. say hi osiris. ***hi***
what's immmportant is that i'm concentrating on things other than schoolwork and that is quite a welcome break.
all those things are important.
i'm desperately trying to squeeze everything that i need to do while i'm home into a 2 week span y'all. today i'm going to the ~~~~titanic exhibit~~~~ at sci-port and i'm sooOOooOooo excited. about every other year i become obsessed with the titanic and watch the movie like 20 times and read books about it and learn tons of cool trivia and facts.
i don't have any pictures or anything. i wish i had taken pictures of my art projects but i feel kind of silly like oh here is what i've created do you like it please like it. my hundreds of ceramic items are at my apartment and so are my 3D projects and my drawing projects while actually ended up being paintings or sculptures.
next semester i only have one studio class which will be so manageable compared to the 4 i just completed. and it's FILMMMM PHOTOGRAPHy which i am so excited to learn because i love shooting film but i've never known how to develop my own photos! can't w8 y'all.
also today is NEW YEARS EVE and i alwayz get so emotional about all holidays always. WHAT A MONUMENTAL OCCASION THAT SIGNIFIES CHANGE AND REBIRTH.
xox
